• netfics: just like netflix except it’s fanfic professionally acted out and produced instead of tv and movies
  • icdb: international commercial database, like imdb except for commercials so we can find out who all the cuties in commercials are

i smell a worthwhile kickstarter 

netfics is just gonna end up being porn isn’t it

I thought that much was clear

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”Attack On Titan” Live Action Film’s Eren Casting Confirmed



The actor to play Eren Yeager for the live-action Attack On Titan was announced on April 2nd in Japan. Haruma Miura, who is known as Shota Kazehaya in live-action Kimi No Todoke movie by anime fans will take on the main character role of the mega-hit manga and anime. Miura also voiced Yama in last year’s Space Pirate Captain Harlock movie.

Source: ANN, Sanspo

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I made these to put up around my school for my school’s GSA. They are quotes from some little known bisexuals about their bisexuality.

Lets stop bisexual erasure and remember, bisexuality is real!

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I made these to put up around my school for my school’s GSA. They are quotes from some little known bisexuals about their bisexuality.

Lets stop bisexual erasure and remember, bisexuality is real!

(via treesappy)

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Mercury, Venus, and Saturn align with the Pyramids of Giza for the first time in 2,737 years on December 3, 2012

i’ve never reblogged anything so fast

This has to have some significance.

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i am demisexual meaning i am only attracted to those born of gods or who are themselves a diety. move out of the way assholes, i’m gonna fuck zeus

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Please reblog if you know anyone who might take party drugs.

I’m not an emt yet, but everytime I see someone do drugs, I just hope they’re smart enough to remember these points.

I really love this, because as someone with anxiety when I did take party drugs way back when I was always scared of going to the hospital because I didnt want to be arrested…..even when I bad tripped and cried in the bathroom for 10 hours because I thought Jeff was trying to murder me. I dont do party drugs anymore, but it still is comforting to me….seriously.

Most EMTS and medics I’ve met are some of the most non-judgmental folks ever. Look, we love helping people and saving lives. That’s what we went to school for. Help us help you, and everyone will fare better for it. 

Important to pass along :)


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how to improve in art:

  • get unhealthily obsessed with something
  • draw it 43543452784 times

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day 34

today was actually pretty damn awesome

honestly probably the highlight of spring break so far?

last night I wasn’t too sure if I was gonna get to even go out today so I stayed up until like 3am writing songs and thinkin and shit

I was sitting cross legged on the floor of the kitchen shoveling fistfulls of cheerios into my mouth at 3am because there’s probably something wrong with me 


I just really didn’t want to sleep

tbh I was up late probably because i was thinking about Kasey


like my own lyrics said

we never had the chance

you’re down in texas and there was no possibility of me ever even seeing you in person

and honestly it was doomed from the beginning

why do I still think of this though

why is it that the most genuine feelings of attraction and desire I can feel are for those who end up causing the most pain in the end?

honestly the only reason I still really actually think about this is because of that anon message I got yesterday

I have so solid proof that it’s from her, but it’s the same type style and the same grammar errors

and like fuck man it just fits in so consistently with your blog lately idk

she’s not worth my time and this whole mess is not worth my time but I still think about it

I still think about, what if she were here, or what if she still thinks about me

I can point out every flaw of yours and still want you and god dammit why 

I wrote those lyrics at the top of my head and I don’t think I truly meant them back then

but now I actually really do mean every word I wrote

and I don’t think I can sing that song without feeling those emotions

god,that night I was writing the future, not the present

so that’s why I was up until 3am, just pondering my life and her life and wondering how her new boyfriend is

giving her what I physically could not

in actuality this whole situation is really stupid and I shouldn’t give a shit

because honestly our last conversation was just a really really immature argument over nothing before you decided to never speak to me again

but it still haunts me 


eventually I found myself watching a documentary about Filipinos living in Alaska 

and an island where the weather is usually from 5-75 degrees, averaging 40 degrees

and that I could probably live there and adjust to the temperature well

and maybe i could travel there and write a book about alaskan filipinos

why do I obsess over immigrant migration patterns 


I have a problem with that

and genetics and ethnicity and race and all that crap

I passed out around 4am 

I remember Sam snapchatting me at 4am and favoriting some of my tweets and I was gonna tweet her back or something

but I dozed off last minute

it really bothers me that i have so many friends from different states/coastlines 

that this girl in vegas knew all the words to a song I wrote about a girl in jersey 

that I sang songs to girls in jersey about a girl in texas

that very same texas girl I sang songs about girls from jersey to 

and her song is the only song on the EP not about the same girl

you know in order for me to write you a song I actually have to really really care for you

like I can’t just write a song for you because i lust for you, I have to legitimately have feelings 

feelings which I typically don’t have

which I never have

why is this post so depressing

today was actually an insanely great day and I should write about that

I woke up feeling really shitty

my back was killing me and my legs were sore and my feet hurt

because i ran 5 miles yesterday

but I woke up an I wet my face

I curled my hair with a flat iron

then I gelled it back and put on some clothes

no I put my clothes on then I did my hair

then I made breakfast and shit

my parents had no clue I was even leaving LOL

mom said no yesterday

and she said no again today


like uh alright sure okay

and dad gave me $20

which I didn’t spend, now I’m $10 away from paying off Liam for the EP

Liam went to see the wonder years tonight

that lucky fucker


I got dressed and went outside and pastor jundy and ate kieran came to pick me up

it was cool just talking with them in the car

idk why I find them the easiest to talk to out of everyone

tbh if I’m ever like with the church and run out of things to say I cling to her or Mikee

I really don’t know if I wanna be a part of the whole going to church weekly deal

I just wanna be with these people and attend church like bi-weekly/once a month

because I’m using gas to sit in the back of the church on my phone while a pastor preaches about why it’s a sin to not bring your friends to church

that is literally every sermon we have ever

I love the church people though

it’s so welcoming

idk I’ll see if I go to church on Sunday this week

so we drove around and talked and I actually opened up to these people that I always considered acquaintences 

I think I might actually be friends with these church people

like legit friends

not just the friends i call friends but hardly kno

idk I talkeda bout my desire to travel and write books but work as a nurse and explore and learn and stuff

we stopped at ate ana’s house

who apparently also lives with Mikee and Nina

that’s so weird that they all live together

but not all of them go to the same church every sunday

that’s so so so odd

I honestly found it awkward as soon as I had to go inside the house

bc there are kids around and I’m really bad with communicating with kids

I just talk to them like I do freshmen LOL

I mean freshmen are basically kids

but I can’t stop swearing in front of little kids

little andrew is so adorable omfg

tryna pick fights with the kuya

like nigga ima beat you down

i mean, what?

we had to wait for bong to finish getting his hair cut

so we ate his food

and Mikee’s parents were over?

and apparently bong’s fam is living w them and that’s really odd idk

but whatever, it’s totally cool

tbh I just sat around awkwardly looking everywhere bc I didn’t know what to do

until Mikee called

she was all like


mikee is like the shit omfg

I hope she stalks my tumblr tomorrow and reads this post

and about how mad I am that she didn’t come to NYC w us

I was expecting the whole trip to be awkward like it was sitting in her house

where I couldn’t curse

or say nigga

bc there were little kids around

I ended up just playing with legos and drinking lots of water

got my socks wet

that makes me mad

I hate getting my socks wet

like a lot

but whatever

it’s all good

just talkin on the phone w mikee makes the situation much less awkward

tbh I was really afraid of today just being really awkward

but it wasn’t

just the house part

we sat in her house for an hour waiting for ate ana

until she bailed on us

and we just left

we picked up this kid joe I never met before

I was expecting a tall attractive white boy to make me feel inferior

because that happens every time we bring an outsider to the youth group stuff


I’m just so used to being the tallest one in the group, when an outsider comes I suddenly realize that I’m not as tall as I feel

it’s like bringing me back into reality guess

but he turned out to be this really really chill 8th grade dude that plays basketball and trumpet and is into really chill music

and tg for him and bong bc without them today probably would ahve been awkward

I had those two to cling to the entire time

and the car ride tho, I actually got along w that Joe kid really well

we talked about music and how it makes us feel and art and how we wish we could be good at it and why

and I went on this bigass rant about the mind and beauty and how art is inside of us and you just need to find a way to communicate that beauty to other people

through words, painting, drawing, singing

and that it takes practice to actually get rid of the sift between your brain and your hands

and all that jazz

I like that kid tho, he’s mad chill

we actually got insanely lucky

we were at central park and found parking like right there

no parallel parking needed

and it was in a free parking spot too

no fees or whatever

we got super fucking lucky

god loves us

apparently the reason we were at central park was to film a video for some kind of project

and also place stickers of the youth group on places

so basically I was being silly as fuck

because i like being that way

and idk I’m used to being all stiff and awkward and polite around the church kids

bc we’re at church

and even while we’re at bible study and at gatherings

but idk today was myself around them

with the swearing and the middle fingers and the seductive poses

not as many sex jokes as I usually do

but actually they accepted me for who I am 

not who I try to be around them or other people

but for the goofball I love to be

and that’s actually really nice

idk I feel so much closer to them now

maybe i should have gone to bible study today 

but tbh I was too drained to go to bible study

I wanted to go home and nap or something

bc I knew I’d get sick from being in the city

we walked around the park and took pictures and videos

tbh that’s all we did

enjoy the scenery 

fuck around

take really silly photos

idk honestly

it’s all a blur of really nice sights and walking

I remember watching a street performer with bubbles

and in total we gave him like $5 because he was so nice and nobody gave him cash

and he really really loved us

idk he sat next to us and we had a conversation 

this was at the fountain

he was an odd character but very kind

wow the people in NYC are so odd 

so today I got dragged into a street performance

basically some sweaty shirtless black men grabbed me and did flips over me and tried getting money out of me?

in front of a huge crowd of people?

they were very entertaining and the show was great

but wow

so they were diong this thing in their show where they joke about race


they went after this chinese dude who sprinted as far away as possible

he was like, fuck this man I’m not gonna be in this

so my friends were like


and fucking

I felt it

I just felt it coing

I knew this was gonna happen

and it did

they fucking dragged me in the middle and tried making me dance and it was so awkward

I was like twerking with shirtless sweaty men in central park

I’m wearing two sweaters and a jacket and I’m freezing and these dudes be shirtless and sweating and doing fucking backflips over me

like wtf

they made me stand in a line and they did backflips over us

whilst making really bad jokes over race

and getting money from people

and it was insanely awkward to be in the group

I fucking hate you guys omf

making me be a part of this

at some point they motioned for me to leave

and so we absconded

the performance was great

but it sucks to be a part of

like it was insanely awkward having sweaty shirtless dudes touching you and jumping over you?

and trying to get you to give them money at the same time?

like uh

they made like $150 in 10 minutes though, so props to them

we left to find shake shack

walked like 20 blocks legit

it was so fucking worth it though

best meal ever

just so much walking

at this point I was so exhausted

it’s mentally exhausting to experience being in front of a large crowd of people and trying to twerk

the crowd was about as big as my graduating class

that’s not even an exaggeration 

so anyway

we walked 20 blocks

but first we got lost and couldn’t find the way out of the park

and we didn’t know where we were bc of the stupid maps

and somehow 

just somehow

we walked 20 blocks in the right direction

fuckin joe keeps sweet and sour sauce packets in his jacket wtf

the city smells like horse shit

I saw noel dechavez (my friend in vegas)’s twin in shake shack

it was so effing weird

and also so many well dressed hipsters here wow

with really rad haircuts

every dude at shake shack had an undercut 

it’s like I found my own people

shake shack is mad delicious

we all bought our own fries and nobody could finish theirs so they just donated them to me

and I’m chill w that

I enjoyed it

but I never finished all the fries

I need shake shack again soon tho

first time in 2 years eating shake shack 

forreal man

I got a ride home w them and we watched the sun setting over the GWB by jersey

to be honest

everyone talks about the skyline from jersey looking at NYC

but I really love the view of jersey from the city actually

it’s really pretty

I was offered to go to bible study w them

but honestly

I didn’t want to

I was too drained

and my parents kinda didn’t want me leaing the house anyway

so I just went home

rested mentally

bought donuts w dad


now I’m feeling ight

kinda wish I went to bible study

but not really

because I’d rather sit at home at this point

idk what to do tomorrow

adventure I guess


breathe some air

enjoy the fact that I’m not dead and that  I didn’t give money to those strange shirtless men

or that I didn’t get pickpocketed 


❀ about me ❀


name: Jerard

age: 18

birthday: March 15th

zodiac: pisces

single or taken: single 

height: 5’6.5”

eye color:  dark ass brown

middle name: Dayanghirang

favorite color: teal deff


hogwarts house: I’m a gryffindor/hufflepuff? I took the quiz twice and I’m like tied for both

favorite fictional character: Robin from Teen Titans

favorite television show: currently? Steven Universe, but all time it’s gotta be Teen Titans

favorite season: End of Summer, early Fall because everythign feels like a fucking adventure, ending the summer with all the big events and adventures, but starting the school year is such a strange experiene idk

describe yourself in a few words: I’m a pretentious asshole with manners 

future children’s names:  Romeo, Jade, idk?

meaning of your name: I have no fucking clue


what do you plan to/do for a living: travel, live, learn, write?

starbucks order: some dank ass kush


introvert or extrovert: I guess I seem like an extrovert but I’m typically an introvert. I’m kinda both

dawn or dusk: dusk

righty or leftyboth, but I write with my right hand

coffee or tea: tea

rain or shine: shine

reading or writing: writing

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